OWL Poetry

My OWL class asked us to bring in a poem or quote tonight. I wouldn’t normally post this kind of thing, but I liked a couple of the choices I found, and I think it does one good to periodically acknowledge and embrace the intimate aspects of life.

“Body, Remember”
by Constantine Cavafy, translated from Greek by Rae Dalven
Body, remember not only how much you were loved,
not only the beds on which you lay,
but also those desires for you
that glowed plainly in the eyes,
and trembled in the voice—and some
chance obstacle made futile.
Now that all of them belong to the past,
it almost seems as if you had yielded
to those desires—how they glowed,
remember, in the eyes gazing at you;
how they trembled in the voice, for you, remember, body.

“I Love Being Lost” by Karen Garrison
I love being lost
in the sound that mud makes
when it is soft and wet and begs
your fingers to stay a little while longer
and please play some more in my earth
smell this beautiful terra firma consuming you
begging you to forsake the skillful architecture of
your hands
to make a more marvelous mess
and I love you saying look baby I have found
this branch of myself that I can use to dig
your sweet red clay to death and I say yes dig me baby
dig me as if planting love like crocuses
beneath the window of my hips.

But ultimately, I had to take Sarah up on her challenge that I draw my contribution for the evening from Star Trek:

“Humans like to touch each other. They start with the hands and go from there.” –Guinan to Lal (TNG “The Offspring”)

Puzzling Myself Out

So this summer I’m trying to figure out where I’m going next, what I want out of life, etc. My whole life has centered around education, and now that I have a nice shiny BFA I’m not sure where to go from here. The summer is mostly going as I expected/going well, but come September I don’t know where I’ll be. I wrote up a description of what I want, I just don’t know the path for getting there:

I want a work environment that makes me feel safe, welcome, and happy. I would like to feel peaceful and stable at work, while having changing job duties, and it would be nice to hang out with my coworkers outside of work. I want somebody to share all of my life with, who respects me, someone I’m passionate about (and is passionate in return) who I can come home to and spend time with in the evenings. I want time to spend in great places and with people I care about. I want a comfortable and cozy home life with a job that supports that, but would rather live and be content with what I have, than be stressed to have material things and achieve more. I’d like to feel pretty and be in attractive surroundings but without going overboard on spending. I’d like to enjoy my youth more than I have in the past, and worry less about the long term.

As part of that, it would be nice to be seen as more stylish and less awkward, though I had probably better come to terms with being awkward. A routine and stability are important to me. I would like to sketch out big ideas, do the brainstorming, and let someone else handle the precision work, and I like organizing things, people, and ideas. I want respect more than I want authority, for people to come to me for solutions, help, or advice, to be proud of what I do and produce, and to know where I fit in my community. I want to have a home and community that includes my workplace, but I do not want work to be my home.

Also I should really post more often…

On The Trail Again

My mom and dad head off this weekend to return to hiking, and to go bicycling, respectively. They’re happy to be outdoors again now that my mom is done with her lyme disease (aka vampire) meds. Evidently taking them makes you very sensitive to sunlight. This means my brother and I have the house to ourselves! muahaha!

Hopefully they’ll have good weather – my mom has remarked multiple times that if she does this again, she’ll pick a non-El-Niño year. I hear that people in New York would agree with that concept. Here in Illinois we’ve been having sticky weather that often feels like more than 100ºF. yuck!

We celebrated the 4th of July at the house of our friends, playing cards, eating ice cream and BBQ, drinking loads of iced tea, and watching the fireworks. Luckily I got the flash unit for my camera just in time, so I took my new toy along to get photos of the evening.

Dad, Mom, and Kitty toasting Independence Day

Russell and Ethan facing off over a chessboard

Prepping dinner

Dinner together

Kitty and Dandin the geriatric ferret

Evening around the card table

Ice cream time!

Walking back from the fireworks

Warhammer Cards Project

Wow, this project is finally wrapped up! I feel lucky to have worked with such talented artists.

So back in September, I started a project for a guy in Rochester, where two of my Illustration friends would produce high-fantasy art for Warhammer reference cards, and I would do the card design. We were completely incapable of setting up a deal where we would get paid a reasonable wage, but the project was fun enough that I don’t think we minded too much. :P And Brian was generous (especially with the feeding us hungry college students to make up for our low pay!) so it all worked out. I guess that the cards have been selling very well, and with a new version of the system coming out, I imagine they will do even better.

My understanding is that they provide new reference material to supplement the rulebooks, and which is also handy-dandy quick for looking up your spell casting info. They also look pretty sweet when you spread them out for your game of miniatures!

When I get copies of the prints, I’ll do more photos of the finished pieces. These are awesome cards and I bet you want to see the art from them, yes?

Click for full views (and then again for the larger JPG), but please remember these are just for looking. Please do not reuse them or modify them. If you like the art, talk to Brian to buy a set of printed cards! Or contact Christian or Chelsey directly to commission work/give feedback.

Sewbaby Site Redesign

Finished the redesign of Sewbaby’s website. The project had some interesting requirements. First, the design had to make minimal changes to the layout, just a re-skinning. Since the site was still running on tables, some tweaks were made (such as combining the various navigation menus) since the layout would need to be recoded anyway. Other requirements included square thumbnails for the category pages, use of their brand font (Curlz), and maintaining their niche market with sewing grandmothers while expanding the audience to younger mothers. The client also expressed interest in a header that incorporated flowers made of hearts to echo the logo, and space for advertisements.

Now it’s up to the programmer to bring it to life!

Wallpapers Nr. 1

I keep getting hits for lyrics for die Prinzen’s song “Thema Nr. 1″ even though nowhere on the site do I actually have any such information. But I felt like making a couple of wallpapers and needed some text for them, so whoever it is that keeps coming to my site via that search phrase, happy birthday!

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Robin Hobb

I recently finished the Liveship Traders series by Robin Hobb. I read the two trilogies about FitzChivalry before I went to Germany and found them really great. The writing style is rich, with big words I haven’t seen before (and I have a good vocabulary), descriptive without being flowery. The plot moves along at a good, epic story pace, but the books seem to take forever to get through – making them a really worthwhile $9. Unlike Tolkien, characters don’t take an eternity to wander through the wilderness, but they are going on life-changing journeys to save their culture from incompetent short-sighted politicians and invading forces of evil.

The world itself is well developed, with weather and wildlife that differs depending on where the characters are. The magic in the world is subtle and somewhat rare, and its mechanics are different than your typical sorcery. Each nation has its own culture, from the Six Dutchies in the north that are barbaric but equalitarian survivors, to Chalced, the empire whose prosperity is built on slavery and conquest.

With such differing cultures and goals, there is a lot of political tension and maneuvering that is handled realistically. Weak leaders put their own interests ahead of the greater good, and heroes learn (or not) from realistic mistakes. Very few, if any, characters are clearly good or bad – they are very humanly flawed, struggling against handicaps, addictions, and mistakes in judgement – but Robin Hobb does an excellent job of fleshing each out to be more than a token tragic flaw. Even minor characters are given personalities that are easily brought to life through skilled writing. I was particularly impressed when a section written from a young girl’s point of view was clearly written through the lens of her priorities and perception of the world around her. Men and women are equally well characterized, with different sets of priorities and attitudes.

One of my only complaints reading the Liveship Traders books was that even to my extremely limited knowledge of sailing ships and related concepts, there were a lot of flaws that were apparent. Even if I didn’t know the definition of a ship is “a boat with three or more masts,” I learned enough from the Hornblower books that you can see a ship from far enough away that you won’t have the enemy shooting flaming arrows at you within minutes of sighting them. That was the most obvious instance that bothered me, but I ran across a few others… if you’re a Captain Aubrey nut, I think you’ll have to remember MST3K’s advice on suspension of disbelief.

If you’re wondering how he eats and breathes / And other science facts, / Just repeat to yourself “It’s just a show, / I should really just relax…”

Otherwise, I find the whole atmosphere Hobb has created amazingly realistic for epic fantasy. Basically I like these books for a lot of the same reasons that I like Battlestar Galactica and DS9.

Internet Distractions

So I’m back in the Midwest, doing freelance work full time from home. It’s an adventure that I’m not sure I’d recommend, but I’m getting used to it. Hopefully in a week or two I will have gotten used to tuning out distractions around the house. Sometimes it’s the internet that distracts me, but then it does it with awesomeness.

Sometimes the awesomeness is related to design things. The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog

This is one of the coolest drawing widgets I think I’ve ever seen! Take some time to play with it – but not too much, you can get sucked in!

Flash game of Helvetica kicking Ariel around. Because Helvetica is that much better than Arial. This amuses my typography side.

I found this a while ago, but it still cracks me up. Has nothing to do with design, but shows how important good communication is…

And somewhat relatedly, the most awesome version of WWI I think I’ve ever seen. Followed by a sequel.

Graduation!

Graduation poster

ENM

Me at the ENM gallery showing

I graduated over the weekend! It seemed to take forever to get here. My parents came up Thursday night to see my Experimental New Media project – I’ll upload it as soon as I figure out how to compress it small enough – and then the whole class + parents went out for Thai food afterwards. Dinner at the King and I was delicious.

Friday my mom and I did laundry, got coffee, and passed time until we had to get ready for the ceremony. Lining up was pretty boring, since we spent most of the hour waiting for everyone to show up. The ceremony was alright, with the high point for the undergrads being Matt Danna’s speech with slideshow about all the awesome RIT culture that the administration seems to think isn’t cool enough to pay attention to. Bob Schieffer had a good speech, but Chelsey, Ruth, Valerie and I had kind of lost interest in the ceremony by that point.

Hugging after Convocation

After Convocation

After Convocation

Officially graduated!

We were glad to finally finish and get outside. After congratulations were exchanged for a while, my parents and I went to dinner at this great restaurant, the Crystal Barn, which was really gourmet and nicely quiet. We had planned on going to a Gilbert & Sullivan show by a community theater afterwards, but we were too tired out from the busy day, and all three of us went back to the hotel for an early bedtime.

Saturday morning we all got up early for my 7:30am lineup time. An hour later we marched out to get our diplomas from the College of Imaging Arts & Sciences. That ceremony went faster since it was mostly classmates getting called up. My diploma won’t come in for another 10 weeks…

My diploma!

My diploma!

Ruth and me

Fellow New Media student Ruth and me

Okay, it was pretty exciting once we all came out of the ceremony and got to congratulate each other. It’s kind of hard to believe we’re all Bachelors of Fine Arts now.

The rest of the day was spent packing up the apartment until dinnertime, when we went to the Wegmans “mothership” as my mom calls it, and the accompanying restaurant in Pittsford. Our waiter was great, evidently he works as a deaf theater teacher at RIT, and he was definitely theatrical. All the food over the weekend was tasty! ^_^

Me and my parents

Nodes and Tubes

Now that the design process for my thesis project is finally over (basically only because we ran out of time before the exhibition at Imagine RIT and had to finish it before then), I wanted to show the process of development for the nodes of the game, since that was where a lot of my work went. I’m way too excited about team project being finished!

I should really get better about not just jumping into my 3D work, and do sketches beforehand that are actually intelligible.

Nodes, version 1

I just like getting my hands on the software, and my perspective drawing isn’t good enough to come easily, I guess. These images show both active and inactive nodes, which are retracted. At this point we decided the scifi look of Rachel’s abstracted fish was the best direction, so I adjusted their look to match:

Nodes, version 2

Still not matching, and trying to pull the disparate design elements together more.

Nodes, version 3

A more organic version, after we switched to a top-down view:

Node, version 4

These look cooler in the final artsy renders I made for desktop wallpapers.

Since the animator wanted something easy to animate, and that looked more like a powerup rather than a node, we switched design direction right at the end.

Node, version 5